Sunday, July 28, 2013

One Year Anniversary: Ministry of Blogging

On July 29, 2012 it was placed in my heart to start blogging and in the twinkling of an eye, it's already been one full year! Yaaaayyyyyy! I find it so amazing how time flies, I even wrote a poem on Time when I was 18 when i realized how time will move forward regardless of what you decide to do in that given period. Anyways today I wanted to make this blog a little different in honor of my one year anniversary. I know most people will probably wonder, "Feefe, why do you blog?" so I will use this day to answer that question. My decision to start blogging came out of the realization of what God desires for me to do. I realized that my life is a ministry, and so is your life. God reminded me of the Great Commission: "Go and make disciples of all nations" (Matthew 28:16-20). In this,  God began to show me that there was more that He required of me and from me, that the things He takes me through are not merely just for me, but what I go through also serves to encourage others when they will go through it because it will attest to His faithfulness. In the Scriptures, the Word of God says

"And they triumph over him by the blood of the lamb and by the word of their testimony"-Revelation12:11a 

God has given everyone of us a ministry by just living life! You do not need to be a pastor with a congregation neither be a television evangelist in order to consider yourself a minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. However, to minister, you have to speak! We have to open up about our experiences, both the good and the bad! How can we share with people that God is a merciful God if we never share when we deserved the wages of our sin, yet He showed us mercy? How can we say that God is a provider, if no one knows of the periods where He stepped in and made a way when we had no money in the bank? How is God a healer, if we cannot let people know of moments He has healed us? How will people know that God is a deliverer if we live our lives like we were always Christians because we refuse to tell people about the "old" you that pass away? (2 Corinthians5:17) You know, the old you that used to curse, club hop, think lustfully, drink and dishonor God with the very bodies He has ordained to be holy? Yes when God saved us, His love redeemed us, but we have a responsibility to let the world know that the same God that gave us a new life, can do the same for them if they only confess Christ and repent! This is the ministry that God has given every one of us! Don't hold your tongue when what you have gone through can save another person's life and possibly their soul!

God has given me the grace to live a transparent life: what you see is what you get. I do not find it shameful to share my experiences good or bad because they all are opportunities to share God and give God glory. Paul said " therefore I will boost all the more gladly about my weaknesses so that Christ's power may rest upon me".( 2Corinthians 12:9) because people can see God more when there is less of us! Our weaknesses exposes Christ's power so why would we want to hide what we go through when it can serve as an opportunity for God to show up, and show out in all His glory and majesty? YOU are a minister of Christ Jesus, a man of God, a woman of God! We are in the world to represent our Father in everything we do and in any and every possible arena to do so. That's why I blog. That's why I share my struggles and my triumphs. I am by no means perfect, neither am I the best studier of the Bible, not the holiest, not the most knowledgeable, no better than anyone out there. In short, I am merely a 23 years old woman with flaws, living by grace, praying daily to reflect the perfect Love of my Father, but all my weaknesses are tools in the hands of the Almighty. When I started this blog, I wrote on My Mission is Love and a year later I thank God for using this small blog to touch so many lives. One year, almost 5,000 hits later, over 13 different countries and one book publication later, I am pressing towards the Great Commission. I can only pray that God continues to humble me to blog only as He directs and that whatever anyone reads here, will be to their benefit and to His glory. I challenge everyone to make use of the ministry that is their life. The Bible talked about the men with talents and how two used their talents to even make profit but one buried his. God has deposited talents in all of us and we only have to make use of them to make profit, which is to save souls. Do not bury your talent because you think it's too small. Whatever it is, use it and watch God bless it! I pray that as we share our experiences and minister to the world, may souls be saved, and God be praised! Amen!

TMV- Hebrews 10:24
"Let us consider one another, how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds"

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

The Accident Was On Purpose

It never ceases to amaze me how much I can have my life figured out and planned, and then something happens that contradicts everything I have hoped for and planned! Last time I blogged was exactly 2 months ago and I was thanking God for seeing me through undergrad and apologizing for not blogging in a long time due to school related stress and a hectic schedule. I assumed that since it was summer time that I'll have a lot more time to blog daily or at least weekly but on June 3, 2013 on my way to work I was involved in a really bad car accident. While being rushed to the hospital, I remember telling the EMS guy, " This is definitely not how I envisioned my summer!", and he laughed and said "No one ever plans for an accident." While that statement is true, I laugh today because I realized that that statement does not apply to God and His unimaginable ways of doing things! My Accident was on purpose! I didn't understand why it happened then, but today I can say that I have a little more understanding of the Word of God that says,

"And we know that All things work together for good to those that loved God, to those who are the called according to His purpose"- Romans 8:28

Within my own heart, I already planned my summer and how I was going to work a lot to save money before pharmacy school. Overall it was going to be a busy summer but God had different plans. The effects of the accident left me in severe pain (bruised ribs, knees, shoulders, upper and lower back pains) and I started physical therapy to ease the pain and restore me back to pre-accident conditions. Because of the pain, I was ordered not to work so my day consisted of waking up, going to therapy and coming right back to bed to rest and that's when it hit me! This God that I serve found a way to give me a vacation! (laughs) I find this so funny today when I think about it because those that know me know that I do not like being idle but after graduation, my entire body just wanted to rest as though I needed time to just breath, to sit still, to have "me time"and God provided a way for that to happen, in the most unthinkable fashion. With physical therapy included massages both with human hands and with machines and they felt amazing! I all of a sudden had time to stay home and study my Bible, have  morning and evening devotions and just reflect with God! I was able to read some of the books I've been planning to read, and concentrate on getting all the requirements I need for pharmacy school done without hassle. It started appearing like God just wanted to slow me down to talk to me and give me rest even though in ambulance on my way to the hospital, this was the farthest thing from my mind.

This entire incident taught me a very important lesson: With God, there are no accidents! What we face, though they may surprise us, are not surprises to God. He allows things to happen for a divine purpose that will be revealed to us at the appointed time. I think of Job and how before the devil could do anything to him, he first got permission from God and God allowed things to happen to Job knowing that Job loved Him. This should encourage us to not quickly write off events as "bad". There are NO BAD events with a Good God because all things work together FOR GOOD! Though Job lost so much, at the end, God blessed Him with more than he lost. I am not sharing this experience to just say that the summer was easy, because I have been in physical therapy for almost 2 months and my car was totaled but in the midst of all this, God showed me the bigger picture of how much was able to get done with peace! And just like with Job, even though I lost a lot in the accident, I am trusting God for total restoration. I know He'll provide a newer and better car in due season and health wise, today I feel stronger and better than I have felt all summer because God has healed me and is healing me daily. The Scriputeres tell us in Psalm 37:23 that "the steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord and He delights in his ways". If God is the one ordering our steps, then ask yourself what can surprise Him? There are no surprises, no accidents because everything has a purpose. This blog post is serving as a testimony and as a thanksgiving of God's divine protection, and care! He watches over His own jealously so be encourage and ask God to give you patience to wait and see the divine purpose for everything you are facing because NOTHING about you or your life is an accident!

Yorkamazing <3

TMV-Proverbs 16:4
"The LORD has made everything for its purpose; Even the wicked for the day of trouble"